do you want to get fucked like a female ?

I am an heterosexual man (for what it means) and i see transsexuals as women. I want to kiss them and lick them everywhere, then fuck them slowly while caressing their body. I suppose that makes me a little boring or a bit square, but that's just how i feel.
Why, then, do i also like transsexuals, beside women ? I think I'm very impressed by the abandonment they show; their feminine desire seem so intense that it gets mine going, i mean my male drive. Something like that. Besides, that little extra hanging between their legs is adorable. I would have a hard time explaining it more extensively. But bottoming ? No way ! Not for me... Moreover, i could not even get myself to call it "topping" on my side of the fence: i see someone beautifull, i just want to make love to her. Not the opposite.
Considering the posts I've read so far, let me repeat that i fully realise how increadibly square that makes me sound like... LOL