How Did Your Love For Shemales Begin ?

[whitedaddy]

My interest started when I was about 35 or so, in 1995. Long before the Internet. At the time I was married and my wife was dying. (She had Systemic Lupus.) I had been without sex for about three years and the only release I allowed myself was going to a nearby adult arcade and whacking off. (I couldn't bring myself to cheat on my dying wife. I wasn't that scummy!) The way the arcade was set up, you paid four dollars and walked into the arcade area. In the area was a display that showed which movies were on which of the 12 channels they provided and they always had two tgirl movies playing. There were about 20 rooms and I always chose one of the five or so that didn't have gloryholes in them.

I never paid much attention to which movie was on which channel, so I'm surfing the channels and come across a hot blonde in a bikini sucking off a guy by a pool. She really turned me on, so I settled back and watched. After a 5 minute suck-off, she started taking off her bikini bottom. As she slowly pulled them down, I noticed a small heart-shaped spot at the top of her crotch area. She was very tanned but had apparently put a heart-shaped sticker there while tanning, resulting in a non-tanned area shaped like a heart. I thought that was pretty hot and was really admiring it when she pulled down her bottom completely to reveal a small cock! To say that I was shocked was an understatement, but I was also VERY turned on. I knew what a shemale was at that point, but I haad never been interested in them.

Anyway, she obviously couldn't achieve an erection, even with her partner sucking it, but all the while I was fascinated. I started jacking off, thinking about phrases I had heard like "the best of both worlds" and "boys will be girls" and trying to convince myself that being with a shemale wouldn't be cheating because she wasn't a "real woman". I exploded like crazy and watched the whole movie through several times.

I lived in Houston, so a few nights later, I drove through the Montrose area, looking at the shemale hookers and getting SO turned on! I never picked one up, but I had a lot of nights whacking off to the image of them parading down the streets of the Montrose.

I never cheated on my wife, but after she died in 1996, I waited about 6 months and started calling the phone sex lines which were popular at the time. One lady I talked with told me that she was a shemale and that while she wasn't interested in sex on the first date, she would teach me about transsexuals and take me out to the clubs. It was a fun night and I couldn't believe all of the hot, sexy ladies at these clubs. My date, Michelle, told me that most of them were hookers and to stay away from them. I did, but boy was I excited!

Michelle and I never did get together. She had to leave town about a week later to take care of her sick mother back in Baton Rouge (where, coincidentally, I had lived for 17 years). By then, I knew where the clubs were and I began hanging out there. I'll admit that I tried a few TS hookers, but I quickly learned that I was no bottom and stuck to the girls who were not tops from then on, which pretty much ruled out the pros.

I lived with a sexy tgirl for a couple of years (she was a nurse), but we argued so much that the relationship didn't go any farther and when I lost my job and moved to Atlanta, I pretty much dated genetic women from then on. I'm married now but I really miss the tgirls.

[maleesh]

My turn on started when I was about 23. My main fetish are pantyhose and i really love to see women wearing them. Also I love to watch anal sex (to much French porn :P ). As internet grew bigger there was more and more common to came across a transsexual women in a pantyhose gallery site. so as most of them wore pantyhose models and were really hot and didn't give a clue that it was a transsexual, I've started to be turned on by them. At first I felt ashamed because I don't find males attractive at all but as transsexual women looked like really hot females and they could get only anal sex, I've started to watch that kind of porn more and more. Now i just love them while in nylons and pantyhose, especially femboys that really look as girls
but I've never been with a shemale in RL nor I will ever be because I'm stable and happy relationship now with good amount of pantyhose sex. if only she would like anal sex more (she do it maybe once-twice a year just for me)

[Lulu38c]

My attraction to shemales started in my early 20's.
I did not know in that time they were existing... I was just fantasizing about myself with large breasts. I had just hit 30 when I came across shemales pictures on the internet. I got to find out they were called "She-males".
"Wow", did I think, "They are exactly what I fantasize to be!"

The closest I got to become is a crossdresser. If I had the money it would be different. I couldn't care less about anybody's opinion and I would go for breast implants, and a few other alterations (face and body).

I would like to be into a long, serious relationship with one of them.

Lulu