New to this and a little nervous

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I realised after a long time of ignoring the fact that (apart from liking ordinary girls), I am extremely curious about transexual girls. They make me rock hard horny and I have been applying my intellect to understanding whats happening and what this means.
So I'm new to this too and discovered this site while researching TS porn and other information

Unlike you I'm not married so its not so complicated. I dont know how married men feel about this ? Do they cheat on their wives ? or do they have understanding wives?

I am trying to figure out how to have my first discreet transexual experience. It aint easy. I ve never been even close to one before. I dont feel right now anyways that I want to go public especially as I dont know what my role is in all of this. And the rest of my life is completely normal. It would shock a lot of people who would never guess this about me. This fact makes me nervous too.