Is TransLadyBoy bringing out the LbLover in you, do you feel you are maturing as a Transsexual Lover

[f1manoz]

Originally Posted by Enoch Root

Let me be the Lord Henry to your Dorian Grey: The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful.

Agreed.

I've simply come to the point where I only want to be involved - completely, mentally and physically - with a transsexual. I've done it once before, but that was a long time ago and I was too young to deal with it from my own point of view.

Now, I realise I probably threw away a great relationship but that doesn't stop me looking.

[joedirty313]

What happened to the tgirl you were involved with, where is she? Maybe its not too late?

Originally Posted by f1manoz

Agreed.

I've simply come to the point where I only want to be involved - completely, mentally and physically - with a transsexual. I've done it once before, but that was a long time ago and I was too young to deal with it from my own point of view.

Now, I realise I probably threw away a great relationship but that doesn't stop me looking.

[CuriousMattUK]

I am thrilled I somewhat "stumbled" across this website as it has helped me to feel an acceptance of being attracted to t-girls. I'll be honest and say that before I came across this website I was masturbating to t-girl porn and then feeling guilty afterwards. That is totally not the case anymore.

I'm not saying that this website is totally responsible for the acceptance I have made of my desire and obvious sexual attraction for t-girls but it has helped. At first I felt guilty after masturbation but I kept doing it all the same and I have practically neglected porn with GGs in favour of porn with TGs.

I think the fact I have kept on masturbating to it has shown a real desire for it and as time has gone on the more "normal" it has become for me. It is normal for me now. It's not normal for me to jerk to porn with GGs.

These facts coupled with the sense of community you get here has made me feel like a more "rounded" person and it has certainly opened my eyes. The sense of community I allude to is it's as though every member of this website, certainly the "stalwarts" here, know a secret that the rest of the world isn't in on. I think we can all sit back smugly and smile at our secret discovery

[Enoch Root]

Originally Posted by CuriousMattUK

I am thrilled I somewhat "stumbled" across this website as it has helped me to feel an acceptance of being attracted to t-girls. I'll be honest and say that before I came across this website I was masturbating to t-girl porn and then feeling guilty afterwards. That is totally not the case anymore.

I'm not saying that this website is totally responsible for the acceptance I have made of my desire and obvious sexual attraction for t-girls but it has helped. At first I felt guilty after masturbation but I kept doing it all the same and I have practically neglected porn with GGs in favour of porn with TGs.

I think the fact I have kept on masturbating to it has shown a real desire for it and as time has gone on the more "normal" it has become for me. It is normal for me now. It's not normal for me to jerk to porn with GGs.

These facts coupled with the sense of community you get here has made me feel like a more "rounded" person and it has certainly opened my eyes. The sense of community I allude to is it's as though every member of this website, certainly the "stalwarts" here, know a secret that the rest of the world isn't in on. I think we can all sit back smugly and smile at our secret discovery

Watched transporn for the first time about 3 or 4 years ago. Can't remember if it was photos or video. Made me uncomfortable to explore it. I closed the browser down and didn't think of it for about a year, maybe. Then, if I remember correctly, I stumbled upon Bianca Freire. Couldn't believe my eyes looking a the girl. At some later point I downloaded a scene with Iya.

I have not regretted it ever since.

[BrisbaneMan]

Originally Posted by Enoch Root

Bianca Freire. Coul

I have not regretted it ever since.

She is the number one reason I am here and curious. I could hang out with her at a restaurant and not be scared if somebody I knew saw me.

Im way way in the closet. Very curious and looking for a TS lover.

[CuriousMattUK]

Originally Posted by Enoch Root

I have not regretted it ever since.

It's a wonderful realisation isn't it?

[Enoch Root]

Originally Posted by CuriousMattUK

It's a wonderful realisation isn't it?

Yes it is. Iya is so pretty. Like an angel. And that little snub nose of hers.

[CuriousMattUK]

Originally Posted by Enoch Root

Yes it is. Iya is so pretty. Like an angel. And that little snub nose of hers.

I haven't seen much of Iya personally but between them, if we're talking about individual models, I'd say that Raquel Fox and Vaniity were catalysts for me initially.

[Enoch Root]

Originally Posted by f1manoz

Agreed.

I've simply come to the point where I only want to be involved - completely, mentally and physically - with a transsexual. I've done it once before, but that was a long time ago and I was too young to deal with it from my own point of view.

Now, I realise I probably threw away a great relationship but that doesn't stop me looking.

The wistful note to this statement, that feeling of things-that-could-have-been saddens me.