Want it so bad :(

[JazzJ]

Hello everyone,

I'm new here, been into shemales for a couple of years now, it all started when I was with my ex-girlfriend, something attracted me by watching shemale porn, at that time my ex-girlfriend would finger me anally, but ever since then I just wanted more. I want it so bad, I'm a guy from Holland but I have no clue where to start...

I have been reading for months (if not years) on this site now, and am now ready to discuss with you since the only thing left sexually for me is to have sex with a wonderfull she-male... or just to get in contact with a lovely Tgirl... I am not desperate, I'm totally straight, but this sexual fantasy is haunting me for a couple of years now, and it's time to accept "it" and time to let go... I just don't know where or how to begin, especially in Holland where there aren't much (lovely) shemales around

Any tips/hints/contacts would be welcome!

Thanks in advance!