i want to be ladyboy ,help please

[The_Void]

Well, I'm no expert. You'd be much better off listening to one of the t-girls on here or a professional psychiatrist, but from the above post, it sounds a little like you're just thinking about it for the kinks, rather than actually feeling like you were born in the wrong body. Still, I'm just going from the above post, I don't know you well enough to make a proper judgement.