Is there a sequence of events that you believe lead to your current sexual desires

[JonFrum]

I've already talked about this in a couple of posts, so I won't go into too much detail. Before we got our first girlfriends, my best friend and I did some sex play when he slept over my house. We were taking turns pretending to be the pretty girls we knew, and we jerked each other and kissed. I had actually forgotten until I thought about what I had posted the other day, but we also laid on top of each other and fucked between the thighs. I don't ever remember dealing with cum, so we were probably pretty young. I know we didint' ever consider it gay, it was just "practice" - typical kids's sex play.

Before we stopped doing it, though, I started wanting to suck his cock. I was really curious about what it would feel like in my mouth. I'm sure I wanted him to suck me, too, but it was really about feeling his hard cock in my mouth. I never told him about it, and then he hooked up with a girlfriend, and that was the end of our play.

Both of us forgot about it, and went on with our totally straight lives. It wasn't until I saw shemale porn on the internet - around 1996-97 - that I ever considered any sex other than straight. I was totally blown away by shemales - like they say, the best of both worlds!

So I spent a few years looking at all kinds of porn, but the more I looked at shemale porn, the more I thought about not just being sucked by them - my favorite - but actually sucking them, too. I always looked for pictures and videos of guys sucking shemale cock, and I still do.

But now, a few years ago, I was looking at a lipstick fetish site - mostly porn chicks with thick lipstick and gloss, and I saw that they had a "Lipsticked Guys" forum. When I saw my first pictures of guys in lipstick, I was confused, but gradually, the idea got into my head. I had to try it. When I finally did, just the scent of the red lipstick almost made me cum. I loved opening the tube, turning it to raise up the lipstick, and especially putting it on my lips.

From there, I bought more make-up, panties, nylons, dresses - the whole tranny deal. I found out that I was totally turned on by making myself look like a woman - why didn't I do this years ago?

I'll leave out the details, but I stopped dressing about a year ago, and now this site has got me going again. And once a crossdresser gets the urge, it can't be held off - it's like an addiction. So I just shot some photos to upload here, and I've got some nice silky thigh-highs on right now and my nails are painted red. Feels so fuckng good! I know I'm going to start dressing a lot again, and going out to clubs. I love being a tranny - I'm not hot, but I feel totally hot as a woman. No reason to fight that urge - it feels too good.

[kitty cox]

Just this morning I was simply trying to find a pair of pink micro-fiber panties and thought I must have put them away in my hiding place, when I unzipped the garment bag full of my collection of panties I started getting aroused, looking at the hundreds of pretty panties that I have was just too much. The next thing I knew I was standing in front of the mirror with not only a pair of pink panties on but matching pink nylons, pink frilly garter belt and a victories secret sheer pink nighty, before I realized it two hours had passed. I quickly removed all the items, except for my pink panties, and placed them in the lingerie bag (I have then hanging on the line over the bath right now) and put on my tightest jeans, to feel like a slut and flew out the door. I never did find the panties I was looking for. When I was young I found it hard to get my girly things before there was on line shopping, it was getting them from wear ever you could, so I raided many a clothes lines and laundry room dryer. Wouldn't that be a hoot if someone stole my panties for a change? My experience was of a multitude of early sexual experiences with boys and girls of my same age but I never even knew that there was a mouth watering creature like a shemale until I was in my late twenties, but like you when I did find out; there was such a creature, that was the object of my desire. Back then the only way I could get material on that subject was by mail order, and I had forced womanhood, Michael Manning art work and all the most desired vintage material that is so sought-after now but like you, I tossed it all in the trash can trying to change direction. The thing that all of us seem to forget is that our sexuality is so much a part of what and who we are, that we don't stand a chance of truly denying its sway over us. I believe we only suppress the desire and when it returns, and it most assuredly will, it only returns more powerful than before. I would like to thank you for joining us and contributing. A shout out to all you girls, we know you have something to share with us, Please tell us of all your driving forces rather they are in your past or just burgeoning we would love to hear from you.

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