Post-op Reason.

[KittyKaiti]

It's part of the work to repair the damage caused by a traumatic mental illness and defect. I am a woman and my body should match that. Having a penis enrages me. I have done everything I can to disable and destroy it ranging from drinking Mountain Dew (a spemicide/sperm count reducer) to getting on hormones as quickly as possible to kill my testicles and stop the production of testosterone before my body is damaged any further. I can't wait until the day it is cut up and inverted. I couldn't care less about the pain, recovery and risks of surgery. This is what I am supposed to be and as a woman, I don't want to look down there and see the damn thing.

"Because the hardest part of the transition is the removal of half of the brain,"

If you are transgender, there is nothing to remove or alter. This is how you are and how you have always been. There is no training or changes in personality or likes and dislikes, hobbies, emotions, etc. The only thing needing removal are the male organs.

" i still find it quite extreme and not really necesary"

This is because you are interested in transgender women purely for the fact that they have a penis at the moment. You like penises and therefore find it unnecessary. Some men even leave their transsexual girlfriends because of the SRS. Its a perverse fetish for most men and that's why chasers become so upset with women that decide to get SRS. For many transsexuals, it is very necessary. It completely finishes repair and they are then complete. The brain matches the body. The defect is fixed. They can finally express themself to the fullest with no limitations or restrictions.

To answer your other question... My penis when fully erect is 5 1/2 inches long. Since hormone therapy my sex drive has been eliminated and erections no longer occur. The severely annoying random hardons have ceased completey and it takes alot to get it to become hard which at this point, it doesn't become fully hard anymore. When erect, it can technically still be used but when it came to sex, I did not use it to top others. Also since starting hormones, my need or desire to have sex has been eliminated completely, which is why I stopped cam whoring, taking pics and making videos for a long period of time. My male sex drive is dead which makes me very happy which means I haven't had sex in almost a year. And of course my partners liked me having a penis. It is their fetish. It's a chick with a dick. They aren't happy in my decision to kill it but that's their problem. I am not altering my life for the wants of other people. I do plan on getting it removed and cannot wait to have it done. The reason for me trying to join shemale porn is so I can get access to quick cash so I can remove it as soon as possible, among other operations to fix my face, body hair, bone structures, possible breast augmentation, etc.