Trans life revisited

[hankhavelock]

Originally Posted by LesPuni

Absolutely LOVE your signature.

TransLadies, Ladyboys, anyone leading a transformed life, is much braver than most of us.

Their courage to make a lifestyle choice is one of the things I find most attractive, and enjoyable.

And THAT is what I mean!

No matter how open minded/mouthed I may be (and yes, I have made so many vanilla ppl uncomfortable when promoting transsexuality), my "tour de force" can NEVER be compared to what my little Tgirls go through.

Even I can never grasp the pain and the obstacles that trans*women encounter. I'm empathetic and I can intellectually and emotionally relate to it all, but I can never feel it first hand. I'm not the one wearing the make-up...

That said, though, it's not all sad and "bad news".

I've been blessed with several trans*women in my life - as friends and lovers - even prostitute lovers (they were just as real and wonderful as all others - and they still wanted the same end goal). There is a deep honesty in being a transsexual human being. There is a lot of HOPE in it too.

And I adore and believe in that hope. That magic transsexual hope is one of the most beautiful expressions of being a person.

Yes, I've been a bastard... I've crushed that hope in her, when I couldn't live up to her dreams - and that hurts me immensely. It hurts me more than had she been a cisgender woman, because of the sacred transsexual vulnerability. It may even have hurt me more than it hurt her...

But still, I did it... shame on me!

And the fact remains that no matter how idiotic the vanilla society is in its lack of understanding, and no matter how much of an asshole I have been, she still blossoms and comes through as a true Goddess of Feminine Strength in her full, gorgeous transsexual beauty. Mental and physical.

So MY signature can NEVER match Bionca's - no matter what I write. No matter how much I stand by her, no matter how much I'm there for her, no matter what I do for her... my littlle Tgirl is the one with TRUE guts! THAT I have learned.

Peace!

H