Experiences with self facials/self bukkake?

[Yaksha83]

I've came on my face a few times. And as soon as I'm finished cumming I also run to bathroom to get it off. I don't why that is. Why do I feel so wrong about it. I'm glad to see others do and kinda feel the same. It's hot right until I'm done cumming then I feel guilty also like I'm doing something wrong. Also I'll cum into my girlfriends mouth then want to play with it but never do. Like have her make out with me. But once I've cum it's like the desire to do it is gone. Why is that.