another interesting question

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I have a problem. I used to watch regular porn and stuff until I got into shemale porn. I knew about shemales before I started looking at the porn, but they didn't turn me on until about a few months ago. Now, I think I'm more turned on by transsexuals than regular women. But that's not really the problem, now I can't get shemales out of my head, but I've tasted semen and cock and I don't like it. I'm also not fond of sucking cock either and have stuck a finger in my ass and it hurt like no tommorow for a few days. Despite this, I can't seem to get them out of my head and I get really turned on when I see a good looking shemale, but I don't think I want to have sex with one. What does that make me here? Also, I want to know if it's possible if someone can lose attraction to shemales and go back to regular women? No offense to some of the transsexuals out there, some of you are very very good looking, it's just I've had this crush on this one girl for a few years and I really would like to have the old sexual attraction I had for regular women back so I can love her like I used to. Anyone have any answers or words of comfort for me? I'll take any at all.