What is wrong with me?

[hankhavelock]

I again and again and again read about good people's troubles in finding a wife or a hubby... I remember a time back in my old country when i was single too and was actually on the hunt for a woman...

Something changed overnight for me, and I cannot explain the reason. Suddenly it's a true fight (almost impossible) to stay single. Whenever I hook up with a girl (and for me a girl is a transsexual girl) she seems to have an urge to "own" me. I've even gone as far as to go with pro-girls in spite of the fact that that was never my style. And the pro-girls react the same way...

For some extremely mysterious reason they appear to fall in love... ouch! Yes, even the pro-girls, and no, I'm not Brad Pitt at all... I'm only a relatively good-looking guy with a twisted mindset :-)

So I'm still flappergasted... it seems that the less interested I am, the more she is...

I've made too many promises and broken too many hearts - never again!

I'll attempt forever to be a "mr. nice guy". But my goodness, it is SO hard when surrounded by so many goddesses! That, however, is the only decent thing left for me to do.


Peace!

H