First time -might help the nervous part 1

[Arthur]

Thanks again for the encouragement. I'm glad if it helps others. It is a selfish attempt to get my thoughts down in a place that will only be found by those with similar inclinations. It is 'no holds barred' and is exaactly how it happened which is why it reads like it does. I couldn't sleep tonight thinking about the next part. It is a delicate subject and needs to be covered.