What's Your Fetish?

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Just so you know, I have always thought I was born as a woman. In my early years I always had female tendancies, but I had a cock so I was expected to act male like. I never had the courage to be what I feel I really am (in public), back in the day society was not as forgiving as it is today. It was dangerous to be a (fag). I was forced to be what I looked like although I was frail and womanly I had to appear on the outside a normal career and family man. Now that I am older, I am starting to come out more and be more of what I know I have always been. I like me and my life more now than ever and I have people around me that understand. I wish I had the courage to be me from the begining, I would not have had such a sad and fearful existence. I'm not JUST a crossdresser, so go ahead and bad mouth them, hate them, call them names and make fun, be your macho self. But we all know your fear, we all know that deep inside you there is a me trying to get out!