I like to ask or talk about this if you don't mind

[lordscott]

I said talk or ask about this because to be honest i don't know if this is is a really a question or more of a rant & shemales,ladyboys & T-girls if i offended you beautiful women i apologize i don't know am i in the closet,open about my attraction to both shemales,ladyboys & Tgirls & i don't know should i stay in the closet or be open about my attraction to both shemales,ladyboys & Tgirls don't worry i love both to both shemales,ladyboys,T-girls & women equally if this makes sense so to speak.

Since some people will never understands about my attraction to shemales,ladyboys & Tgirls sorry if i sound ashamed when I'm not 1 of the reasons & I'm worried about either her/me or both of us is because well like i said I'm nervous of dating a beautiful shemale,ladyboy & T-girl like her to me anyway that i find her attractive and if you don't mind me say it 1 more time then my 2nd reason & I'm worried about either her/me or both of us is because I'm a virgin & i have a small penis.

1 more reason as my 3rd example is if someone either walked in on us doing what we love or stuff like that or if someone walked in on us asleep and they saw her morning wood or popped a boner and they either confronted me in front of her or in private or if they don't know i already know that about her then they might asked me can we talk in private then they told him what they found out about her or if somehow if they found out about her or us then same way they either confronted me in front of her or in private or if they don't know i already know that about her they asked can we talk in private then they told him what they found out about her.

& yes i know some people do start teasing their friend or family member by calling him gay/faggat as some people in black community would put it or they might disrespected her or if they don't know anything about her/us yet they might ask us when are we going to have kids then to be honest i don't know how to properly answer this question 1 of the response I'm thinking of saying we haven't decided yet or i might ask my gf if she is my gf would she want me to answer their question or do you want to answer their question & yes i know sometimes we either gets a tricky question or a hard question to answer.

& if she trys to touch me to be honest i might ask her to please stop i really do hate my curse that i have a small penis i bet more likely she'll lusts after or thinking of someone larger then me anyway don't worry i don't care if she's more hung then me I'm worried she find it a turn off or won't find me attractive all because of like i said my curse that i have a small penis & I'm a virgin and i won't trap her in marriage if she really is turned off or don't like me & my small penis.

If she really is unhappy about that I'm a virgin & I'm cursed that i have a small penis then i won't bother dating her & i will never marry her sorry if i sound cold when I'm not I'm being honest & I'm being realistic i can go on & on about how i feel so i leave it here or at least for now i might as well say this is more of part 1 if i choose to post another one if it goes with this or if i want to talk or ask about this anymore with all of you & if i choose to & if you want to feel free to say it if you think should i stay in the closet or be open about my attraction to both shemales,ladyboys & Tgirls only if you want to .

& if you like anymore examples & if i thought of anymore examples feel free to ask & I'll gladly give you more examples if you want me to .