Transexuals and extreme Deepthroat domination question

[Jake9]

I wanted to ask a question.

I have a big fantasy about shemale domination, in the sense of a shemale forcing the guy to deepthroat/gag on her cock.

You see it happen alot with guys doing it to very submissive girls, it's really extreme and rough. The gagging, drooling sometimes barf (Though mind you the girls actually like it)

Examples -

throatslikeitdeep.com/
forum.transladyboy.com/showthread.php?t=5697

I've always wished a shemale could do that to me.

However, I've never come across this type of content before. Most cock sucking is really slow or easy going, with a few rare deepthroats that aren't too forceful or dominating.

I wanted to ask is this because guys don't enjoy it, I mean, am I the only one that's into this stuff? Is it also that Shemales don't like to be dominating in that way?

I wanted to look for a shemale escort that could do this, but wanted to ask here what my chances are of finding one.

Think it will just remain a fantasy?