am i alone on this one?

[inadaze]

Originally Posted by tubastud

You deffinitely arent alone. i waver all the time. i think that most people do but they have a preference that is what they are more commonly drawn to.

lol I'm just as fucked up as you. I met a few nice genetic girls lately so havent been looking at porn or coming here as much but I seriously think a possible factor in my being curious about shemales is because a genetic girl hurt me in the past. Maybe that is not an excuse or even a reason but I feel this shemale thing is something I might have done to myself. I don't know . I think also I did it to myself because I want to experience strange things. Kind of like the Pandoras' box in the Hellraiser movies. Anyway bro yeah my fantasies change all the time from shemale/ladyboy and back to a girl but never to a man even tho I'd be much happier if I was gay as then I'd fit into society better and not have to worry about covering this shit up and fitting into mainstream heterosexual reality, lol. But no matter how open I am to it , it's impossible for me to be gay. You can pick your soap up in the shower safely if I'm there , I'll be far away from you on the other side looking for the rooms' exit ,lol.