Man, what happening to me

[bigdog23]

I like most of you am a t-girl admirer, I meet with a t-girl the other day an I was very excited, when she pulled out her cock and pull hand toward it, soemthing took over me, she put me on the bed then I blew her cock(no condom) I begged her to fuck me...she did, she was very nice,she even gave me a hot wahs cloth afterword etc etc...and she wasn't a prositute, well atleast I didn't pay...anyway I just dont understand, i'm 23 i've been infacturated wiht t-girls for the last ten years....I fuckin love it, but its hindering my ability to be with other women, any advice on how to mybe control this.