A trans-female from the 90's?

[JodieTs]

This trans model is the first trans I ever saw.
I thought it was done with airbrushing.
Though in truth I lusted after the fantasy of having a girlfriend with a penis.
At the time I crossdressed.
Yes it's true, most TS females started off dressing in lingerie wanking off in front of a mirror.
Though they get really pissy if you remind them of this fact.
Which of course is exactly why I remind them!
Sorry guys for breaking the fantasy that we don't come out of the packet like this...

After a while I realised that I didn't want a girlfriend with a penis,
but that wanted to be the women in those trans mags
I wanted to be the trans-women in the photos.
Of course, I subsequently realised that the truth is that a trans woman is massively more complex than a female with a willy stuck on them
I was unaware of the term "transsexual" and had no idea that surgery's and HRT actually made this possible.
The fantasy faded.

About a decade later, I transitioned.
A few years after transition, just after I did a shoot with shemaleyum.com,
I was going through some old boxes and I came across the trans-porn magazine from so many years before.
I had actually become that fantasy, which I'd desired to become all those years ago.
{Though the reality is hugely different to the fantasy}

Anyway, if anyone has a name for the performer, that would be brill.
Also, If anyone knows an email address, I'd like to contact her
assuming that this is not intrusive---which it probably is.....
to say how influential her image was to me, so long ago.