I'm new and I have a japanese Newhalf fetish

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About the Japanese Newhalf :

?I feel like beeing jealous of them. Every time I watch a movie or look at some pictures, I'm thinking: "Boy, I really wish to be her"

??but I'm also 100% hetero. Maybe it's because I love them so much I would like to be them. So, one of my dreams is (I know, to 99% it is a dream which will never come true) to live maybe in Japan and become one of "them".?

??I wish: Man, I want to get used exact this way or I want to wear these clothes, too.?

Ayumi, that is exactly the way I feel too!! You could not have described it better