Telling your partner of your love for shemales

[Luvbigcok]

I am married & have 2 young children. My lov for shemales came up in the last 12 months, in saying that I am only with my wife to be with my children & we don't have a happy marriage. If I did tell her that would be the end of any relationship. But I do have a freind from Russia who is 28 yo female who is absolutely georgous, we have phone sex all the time & swap dirty pics. I told her of my love for shemales & she wants to come & visit me so we can do some shemales together!
I can't wait as this would be the ultimate for me!
She is the only one who knows my secret...