i have a question for the shemales here.

[twfs21]

i Love Women, and i love shemales. i love, maybe more then eating pussy, sucking shemale cock. it drives me wild. i get harder then hell thinking about it. now what i am wondering if someone has any insight into y i have these strong urges, then i act on them with a shemale friend of mine. then my urge kinda subside for a while. i will still look at shemale porn after having sex with a shemale. i think i look at shemale and female porn equally at this point. but my urges for the sexual contact doesnt stay day after day. its like i get what i crave then i am good. i dont need it the next day. can anyone think of a reason y that could b?