Growing up: Cara Reilly(me)

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I've always felt that i've should've been born a girl . I loved playing with dolls and fantasized about being a beautiful girl , growing up to be a strong woman .

When I'd steal my mom's and sister's clothes , i immediately felt something incredible . I knew I?ve wanted to be a girl for the rest of my life . I told my parents and relatives that i want to live as a girl and said that i was definitely trapped in the wrong body. I didn't want to feel depressed anymore and live a lie . I was only Eight years old when i came out . I didn't know how my family would take it . It was a harsh response

finally 2 and a half years later , my mom told me that she loved me and accepted me for who i was . Then she continued to talk and asked me if i wanted to go shopping for some girl clothes . That's the first day i felt happy and knew my life would change forever. My mom then decided to give me hormones around the age of 11. It was a new, and crazy experience .

At the age of 13, life was pretty hard because of school and getting picked on . I finally dropped out of school and became home schooled when I was 14. When I turned 16 - 17 , I went to church and a group of people came to greet me after the service and told me I was really pretty. I felt like crying because i've been waiting for a someone tell me that I was pretty. I felt like a real girl.

I really haven't had a real relationship/date since that break up a year ago. so I'm single

Now i'm focusing on my future in photog and school hopefully i'll be getting an internship soon becuase i'm graduating this semester . But I also have needs , and it's nice to have someone around when you're alone . After I get the money , I?ll get that boob job I?ve been wanting for awhile