How does it feel to take a dick?

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The first time I was penetrated was when I was younger and was with a guy about my age. He had a fairly small cock, maybe 4" hard. I loved to suck that little beauty. Anyway, I would always fuck him until he started asking if he could fuck me, which I had never tried before. We began with his fingers and I knew right away this was an activity I would like. He would play with my anus and slowly slide his finger inside me (as others noted, always use lots of lube) which did hurt at first, especially around the anus. When he found and rubbed that magic little spot, Wow! The first time he touched it I got hard as a rock. I remember two things, I kept saying "that's it, that's it" while moaning and feeling a type of ownership. I don't know how else to describe it. I just felt like he owned me and could do anything he wanted to me, the bond became that close (and with just a finger!). We did this a few times before we "graduated" to his penis. The first time I was on elbows and knees as he entered backdoors. It was painful at first and not quite as pleasureable but I still had that feeling of closeness or ownership that I described. The next few times he fucked me while I was on my back with legs on his shoulders. This was a great position for me, more pleasureable and I got to see his face. Plus I could feel his orgasm that way.

The next guy who fucked me had a very large cock and we didn't prep at all to get me used to him. We also didn't use enough lube. So, he tore some tissue in my anus and rectum, there was some nasty bleeding and to this day I can't get anything bigger than a finger in there without causing pain and bleeding. But I still bond deeply with the guys or girls who finger me and rub my g-spot while sucking or jacking me. Heaven, its pure heaven.