Do You Like Shemale Domination ?

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I think I'm more like Ila. I like reciprocation. I love to suck cock of a tgirl, but I also like mine to be sucked. I like to take her ass, but smoothly, without pain, if possible. And, of course, I like her to do the same to me.
I like very much when my sweet tgirlfriend asks (not orders) me to suck her cock and I also like her to take me strongly, after the pain from the penetration is gone. I think that's not domination.
But I find domination very exciting to see, not to practice. Because I don't like to suffer (or inflict) pain.
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