Shemale Domination

[tjr]

I prefer sheboys or t-gyrls as subs to either domme females or males myself as my fav fantasy. In fact exploring the sub side of myself was why I started wearing womens clothes as well as a form of self defense in this hideous inner-city high school I attended once. I'm hearing that in the new majority black South Africa that the white boys are getting into makeup etc by high school and that's my all time turn-on. Iv'e written and illustrated dozens of stories about it. Small Dutch blonde boys and huge hung jet black Zulus at a 10 to 1 ratio and I imagine myself in the class with damp panties under my short skirt.

However, sometimes I meet a ladyboy more femme and sub than I am cuz I'm not very femme acting and I switch. FYI, I do love women but have always been afraid of them one on one. I think its because I feel they expect me to play a certain role that I know inside I'm not going to be able to do.