Not to spoil the illusion: But do any other t-girls relate?

[GRH]

Sesame, as I PMed you last night, I just wanted to clear up here for all else to see. An emphatic no, regarding whether or not I consider a penis or man to be dirty...In fact both can be quite a turn on.

I probably came across a little too harsh sounding, as I don't know if I could say that I HATE my penis. But my gender dysphoria definitely manifests itself in the form of a psychological disconnect down there. The times I've tried to fuck I generally end up in a bad place psychologically. But is that pscyhological disconnect enough to justify the cost of removal? That's something a cheapskate like me is highly skeptical of.

And yes Bionca, it's a shame that full blown SRS is the general criterion whereby which gender switching is generally recognized by the state.