First time next week

[val101]

thanks all for your kinds words and support. the first time is always the hardest and being married made it even more difficult a choice, but i have had this fantasy for years and recently it was literally driving me insane.

so i gave in to temptation and i can honestly say that i have no regrets or guilt. i guess what did it for me was that i recently went to a family birthday. This guy just turned 74, and it got me thinking that i did not want to go through life denying myself this pleasure, and the fact of just not knowing what it was like.

i know there is never an excuse for cheating on your partner but this is one decision that i will have to live with, and to be honest, i can easily live with this secret.