Is there a sequence of events that you believe lead to your current sexual desires

[sissyneha]

we sometimes played nude as well running away from our parents's clutch before they could bathe us.....
everything went well until we stepped into adolescence.......
i was terrified at the sight of the first hairs on my body... more so in the pubic region......so much so that i enquired of my mom whether it was normal or is it some sort of disease????
my mom consoled me to some extent with her answer....

but i felt something was wrong ....
i saw boobs growing on my playmates...but mine were flat still....
some time passed by and then i also felt two little lumps beneath my nipples...
i broke the news to my mother ... this time joyfully...(though the lumps did hurt a bit)... since now i felt like i will also have boobs like my playmates.
but that was not to be then.....
and i really hated my mother for that....
she took me to a doctor who examined those lumps and gave some medicines
and after a few days of having those horrible medicine (which i termed as boob killers) the lumps disappeared...
and i mourned their disappearance quietly.......