Hi, I've read your post and i'm no expert but i am a post-op Tgirl but from what you are saying i believe you are just a cross dresser living full time as a woman and it sounds like even throu you are living as a woman you still enjoy being a guy where it counts which there's nothing wrong with that and that being the case i think taking female hormones would be a big mistake as i think you will not enjoy what will happen to your manhood shrinkage and only getting semielect at best
I wish you all the best
Jennifer