Hey - here is something to think about I guess. My brother is gay and I hang out with him and his friends. I'm not and haven't been into his friends ever - and I can tell those guys are handsome - just not my thing.
My brother and his friends are not interested in tgirls at ALL.
I like my girl's body ALL of it

so I'm probably not TOTALLY str8 and that's not a big deal anymore. I just like who I like and that's all I need.