[hankhavelock]

Sometimes, I guess, I just get unreasonably upset... I probably always will. Bear with me, please. To me the entire CONCEPT of transsexuality is just purely innocent and purely good and purely honest, so I get crazy when people just view it as a sexual fetish... my mistake, I guess.

Whatever contributions I've made and will make on this forum are all from my heart and personal experience. I've been blessed with transsexual friends and lovers, and my loyalty belongs to them totally. My loyalty belongs to the whole idea of transsexuality as it does to each transsexual individual I ever meet and met.

It's not easy to be a little tranny in this hetero-restricted world. It's not easy to move a little bit away from the norm. It's not easy to "be yourself" unless you fit the pattern. However, transsexuals DARE! They dare to be whom they truly are, and my respect for not just their philosophical but also their very real courage is tremendouos. Transsexuality is simply so beautiful and the most honest way of self-expression that ever were.

I've learned that over time, and I've also learned that there are so few guys out there who'd actually be open and proud of having a trans*wife. Transsexuality is considered freaky by most - my entire mission (if I have any) is to prove that "consideration" wrong. Yes, there's sexuality in all this, but there certainly is so much more.

That's my case and my story - and I'll stick to it always. Even though I in the process will insult people with visions I personally consider repulsive.

So if you want me around here, then take me as I am, please.

Peace

H