I think most of the guilt comes from the "What would ___ think if they found out?" type of paranoia. I have two kids (24/17) and there is no way I would feel comfortable with them knowing. Then again, if i had a gf who was into anal or bondage or midgets or whatever, I would not let them know that either. So I can attribute part of the guilt to it being something that i have to hide.
On the other hand, i think it runs deeper, but I cannot put my finger on where.
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