I know people have already said a lot of negative things about the porn industry here and all that, but I want to add that part about how it affects you emotionally. Maybe you can hide that you've been in porn. Maybe you can get away with it not affecting your employment options in the future. But what about your future relationships? Do you know anybody in porn who has had a truly good relationship after porn? Not to sound all weird and spiritual, but that sort of thing takes away pieces of your soul.
Even if everything goes well and you are strong enough to not let it affect you (you'd probably be the first), what if you meet a really great guy someday and want to go get married in Canada? Can you hide it from him forever? What are the chances of there being no links to it in your life, or even that he won't stumble across it on the net someday and realize it's you after knowing every detail of your body? Will he be able to handle it? How many fights will it start? Even if he's a nice guy, how is he going to feel when you're not in the mood now and then? I mean, you fucked for money on camera, but sometimes you don't want to fuck the man you love? It will hurt your relationship.
If I had your body I wouldn't mind doing solo modeling or maybe even something for shemalestrokers.com, but it would be hard not to let it go further than that...
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