[Vanillas]

Thanks to all of you who have posted a response to my original question. As I have so often discovered, listening to others has once again helped me to better understand myself. Several of the themes found in your posts have resonated with me, foremost among these being the fluidity of sexual orientation and attraction. I, too, have gone through phases of attraction to, variously, young men, older women, older men and young women. Perhaps we are all, as someone suggested, essentially bisexual (Recall that the Ancient Greeks considered homosexual expression a legitimate phase in a young man's passage to full heterosexual development). But, now that I have discovered transwomen, now that I know it is possible to enjoy at the same time a hard and spurting cock, firm breasts and fleshy buttocks - without a third person in the bed - I am beginning to feel that the search is over.