I had a big post all typed up but decided to spare you all the shit it contained when a word given/used by a Thai friend in a conversation about her progression popped into my head. It is what you personify Bionca. Im not gonna kiss your ass, you know you better than I, but I think this word is partly yours also.
Shine.
And, Im gonna borrow from the great Eric Clapton as thats what popped into my head when I first saw your pics in this thread.
" We go a party
And everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
Thats walking around with me
And then she asks me
Do you feel alright
And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight"
I'll go climb back on my bong now.

Thx B. You make this planet a little more bareable for some of us out here