I say: "Whatever makes you TRULY happy is exactly what you should pursue!" I've been struggling (for YEARS) with the same feelings you've been having. But I was a coward / idiot. DO NOT be a fool and let those feelings wain ... FIGHT for them! Fight while you are still young and can do something about it! Life is too short to watch it all sail by ... Thanks to the wonderful people on this forum, I have realized that maybe I DO still have a shot at being TRULY happy and satisfied.
