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we have all been there....we have an ideal girl in mind,and we know exactly what we are going to do and how its going to turn out

but it never actually happens

and then it did. dream girl in every respect gets me into bed and the rest is fantastic - but why did she do it - and what happens now?

a bit more information but forgive the secrecy - i do not want to blow this one....i'm a mid forties healthy well built (in a sporty way) guy, not bad looking (so the ladies say), and with a family behind me but still in my life, so i limit my activities to absolute discretion and nobody i know knows what i like and what i do occasionally. disgustingly rich but keep it very well hidden

she is twenties and drop dead gorgeous, petite, looks like a girl when she wants to be a boy, clever, sorted mentally (unlike many),

she is filipina and working and studying in uk.

so why does she want to go out with me? she is surrounded by the london tranny world with what must look like much better prospects, younger, fitter, better looking, more likely partners - i cant ever be a long term prospect and i cant leave the rest of my life behind, which i would have to do, and she knows this

and i have no idea what to do next now that reality has struck -

so the question is, guys'n'gals and inbetweenies, does anyone have any experience of filipina ladyboys living abroad, and what should i be looking out for here - the obvious one is the money bit, but dont let that stop anyone commenting on the money thing - and as i said earlier she wouldnt know anything about what i have - but as her english is so good she may be able to distinguish accents and detect posh.

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