[jiiyze]

Well I used to have a gf that was cool with it, not that she knew to the full extent how much I really do em.

But yea that was a cool relationship because I found out that in fact she had a secret liking for them as well.

So we ended up having a threesome one day. However it didn't work out to well. I couldn't get excited about the situation for some reason... Must have been a really long day..

Anyways more recently my gf at the moment. I was in the shower and she was on my CPU. Normally I hide away all the files zipped up in a folder within a folder. BUT she opened Picasa which automatically keeps all your pictures. So when I came out of the shower I saw she was looking at all the shemale pictures.

I was absolutely mortified. My heart sank. I quickly went to the computer. Closed the window and errgg was racking my brain thinking how am I going to explain this one! So she ran downstairs rightfully confused..

Thing is luckily I dont think she realized the cocks that were on these girls.. Well I hope she didnt anyway.. And she just gave me a telling off about keeping porn pictures on my computer.. Maybe she just didn't want to confront me.

I do think it is quite a problem though. I mean because I care for her so much. Yet I got this amplified desire to be with a ladyboy. I feel really bad if I do then cheat on her... Does anyone else have this problem??? This is a problem in my life at the moment. Not sure whether to end it with my gf pursue a relationship with a lb or to just keep it secret and well just continue with life... I feel if i dont pursue the ladyboy experience I will continue to long for it, then again my gf at the moment is really great. A bit of a dilemma realy, for me anyways..