[BlueRaven88]

An interesting topic SSL. I suppose that there are some gay people who wish that they could be "cured" of their situation, but they need to be at peace with who and what they are. Am I gay? No. Do I think that transsexuality and homosexuality are dieseases? No. If a cure was offered, would I take it? Yet again, an astounding no. I am happy with who I am and the only thing that could make my life better that I can't do myself, is to find a beautiful, passable T-Girl with a huge penis and isn't afraid to use it.

I have debated with myself quite alot over the past few months, and still debate within my mind now which path I should wish to walk down. On one hand, I want to have children one day and raise them to be little geeks like me.

Yet on the other hand I am not satisfied at all with the sex I have with my girlfriend (I only lost my virginity a few weeks ago. Virgins are stereotypically meant to last for like 1minute at most or something? I lasted 1hour 10mins and still didn't cum) because it is just shit boring. I actually catch myself thinking in the middle of it "when is this going to be over? This is so boring. To think I gave up playing computer, watching TV or sleeping for this", so I wish I could have a T-girl who could satisfy me by fucking me in the ass and I can fuck her in the ass. Someone who could get a little more exciting than missionary position.

Sorry I deliberate off track. Back to the task at hand.

Originally Posted by Leeya

Hi everyone...

Its a but messed up, but I had to write it somewhere..

Love for shemales is not a disease, but obviously Shemale Sex Lover was not speaking literally about the cure (thats why you may find " signs around the word cured). We are who we are, love for t-girls is part of our preference collection, its ours. Someone has it at it extremes, for others its only a delight.

But that's from our point of view, we've been there, you know... For outsiders we might look odd and wierd in loving shemales, so getting rid of love for t-girls is nothing but cure in the eyes of others.

Would I want to be cured?.. YES I would... and I have a few reasons why.

For the past 5 years my life has been revolving around t-girls. But in a very frustrating way. I have NOT had sex with t-girls. I have NOT been together or talked to a t-girl. How was my life revolving aroud them then?.. I'll tell you. Everyday, every hour I am thinking about t-girls... When I am at work, I think about them... When I am with friends or my fiance, I think about them... When Im alone, I am on internet browsing them... Waiting and then when my frustration reaches max level I cool off masturbating on them... And then I get so sad and disappointed in myself... And everytime I say to myself that I will not masturbate on t-girls, nor will I think of them again...

But the next day, it comes back... I can't fight it... This urge... Wanting ti see one... And unfortunately, wanting to be one... That's another huge part... For over 5 years I want to be a shemale too... Thats crazy and sick. ... I have been trying to fix it for years now... I did everything I could... But I can't fight it... It always comes back, no matter what I do.

I am working part-time at a very nice place, studying in a great university.. I love a girl so much, and she loves me back so much too... But Im not happy... Im not... Because of this affection.. This want, need or whatever you call it... I have everything a normal person would dream about, but one- happiness. I have trapped myself with friends and people around me, who would be soo sad if they will find out about this...

I would love to be cured, but its not gonna happen. But I guess its life

Whatever is done, is done for the best )

Thanks

dude, you seriously have some major issues you need to sort out with yourself. If you believe you are Trans-Gendered, go to a psychiatrist and undertake some gender therapy to see if you suffer from GID (Gender Identity Disorder), and if you do then take whatever steps required to make you happy, even if that means taking the long bumpy road of transitioning. There is nothing sick or wrong about what we love and/or do, and to keep fighting your nature can only end in misery and pain in our hearts and minds. Do what makes you happy buddy and it will all turn out fine.