Fantasies anyone?
This is a great thread. I have never had a gender identity issue but have been fascinated by women's clothes for as long as I can remember and have puzzled over why for years. Now I just accept it as a fun secret.
I started with looking at the lingerie sections of the Sears and JC Penny catalogs and trying on my sister's panties. I had lots of alone time and it became more elaborate. As I'd lay on the bed in a satin bra and panties thoughts would creep in about having sex with a guy. Moved on to vibrators, taking photos, self-bondage, purchases, purges. In hindsight it seems odd that I was so good at shutting off these thoughts as soon as I'd cum. I'd go back to being normal boy. Anyway the excitement of it has gone in cycles and now as a married man it is more about the fantasies than actually dressing.
I'd love to hear what fantasies you've had. My recurring one is this. I'm in my teen years and parents leave me to have a holiday alone. When I see them off I race up to my older sister's room (she is away at university). I take my time and get dressed in pink satin string panties and matching bra, thigh high stockings and black heels, and a school girl costume (tartan mini skirt, short white top and blond wig). I even try my hand at make-up.
While admiring myself in the mirror I hear the door. I'd forgotten to lock the back door and it is the three neighbor boys I played with. I freeze when they spot me. What can I say, I'm standing there dressed like a slutty girl? I plead with them not to tell and the oldest says we can work something out, if I do everything they say . . . .
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