Yes, I want it to go away. I used to see trannys on TV and be repulsed by them because they were ugly, and looked like men. I thought all trannys looked like this until 5 months ago, and then I looked at tranny porn on the net after I had a sexual thought about a woman with a real cock, and it was awesome. I still see a lot of trannys as disgusting, but the thought of a real woman was a nice dick drives me crazy.
I have always been repulsed by gay thoughts, and seeing guys on a TV still makes me feel ill, but I feel like I can't even call myself straight any more, even though I only like girls, I just want girls to have a nice good looking cock. I've always found pussy boring, I don't know why.
