I have the same feelings as you. Once our son was born my wife went totally crazy and hated me for a long time. She would not have sex with me and was verbally nasty. It has been 11 years and I have only been able to see her breasts on a few occassions. We have missionary sex once a week (i think she just does it hoping it will satisfy me and i wont screw around). She hides her pussy and I have not been able to go down on her in 11 years. I luv to eat pussy & am pissed. I live in Boston and years ago ended up going to a club where transexuals and cd's hang out. I met an asian cd and had a relationship with her for about a year. since then i have hooked up w a few others but feel guilty at times. if my wife was into me and dressed up and acted like a woman i do not think i would have strayed. she wears sweat pants and sweatshirts 99& of the time. The only reason i stay with her is because of our son. not sure if this is the right decision or not. Even though I love cd;s and transexuals I am in now way attracted to men, i do not even like m2m porn just shemale oriented. The girls I met have toped me and i have toped them also. I am just glad i live in an area where there are clubs and places to meet them.
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