Well I don't know what it was, because I was the most confident-in-his-sexuality kind of guy a year ago, and a few days ago I shaved my entire body, wore panties all day during school, and spent 4 hours on the internet looking at sexy high heels... And even though after I cum I try and stop wanting to be a sissy cum slut, every time I close my eyes images of cocks, blow jobs, cum, and anal sex flash before my eyes... I want to stop, I really do, but now, I can't zone out without dicks invading my subconscious, I can't close my eyes because cocks are burned in, and I cant be around guys, because I start staring at their crotches without even knowing it. Maybe everyone isn't susceptible to it, but sure as hell was unlucky enough to be. Soon I fear I will be unable to hide my love of cock in public and I'll start dressing out in the city near my campus, I dreamed about walking through Baltimore in heels with red nail polish :P
Just thinking about it has made me so horny I want to be like this forever... hehehehe
