I have been interested in shemales for at least 15 years but i was stupid enough to think that i would pass. So what did I do I married a girl like we guys are supposed to do. We lived together for many years but i was never really happy because i couldn?t let go of my fascination for shemales. The other stupid thing i did was that i never told my wife about it, I?m divorced today and now I can at least be honest with my self. I regret that I wasn?t honest to my self right from the start it was not very nice against my wife either! So be honest thats my advice to you