First time was not so difficult for me, probably because of my parner was a close friend that we had plad several time before the first intercourse. And my first parners penis was actually tiny. It was not big fun but not so bad.
Later I became familier and it became a real pleasure. I'm not having sex with many different men but just with a few guys that I know for a long time.
I like to feel man cumming inside of me. If he is a close friend that I know for a long time, we even don't use condom.
I like to get my self fucked and I like ti suck manhood...