[randolph]

What I am about to say does not refer to the lovely intelligent transsexuals that post on this forum. They are special people that I fully respect.
I want to talk about the inner sexual feelings that attracted me to this forum to discuss what can be regarded as unusual sexual urges and fantasies.

These are my conclusions and opinions and I don't expect a lot of agreement.

The attached images of the lovely femboy Cartoon, before he got "her" boobs got me thinking about what it means to be gay.

After being on the forum for years, I have come to difficult conclusions. First, it was a shock to realize that the beautiful shemales that I fantasize about do not want to be "hung" shemales, most of them want to transition to having female genitalia even some of the famous porn stars want to do it. The genitalia attributes that make her so attractive are not desired by her. So where does that leave my sexual fantasies? I am saddened to realize that the beautiful shemales that I love and wish to experience sucking their lovely shecocks do not have the same view of their genitalia as I do. In fact most transsexuals would like to get rid of their male genitalia, they want a female pussey.
Second, it’s time for me to open my mind to what I am and what I want. Do I really want sex with a shemale that is no longer capable of cumming or even having an erection? Don't I really want someone with fully functional male genitalia capable of hard horny cumming? I think what I want is not a hormone loaded impotent shemale but a pretty boy with a nice fully functional cock that I can love and suck and enjoy load after lode of sweet cum. That is what I really want. So face it, I am GAY! If I want to suck cock, I am GAY. If I want to be fucked by cock, I am GAY. So be it! Finally admitting that I am gay is a very liberating experience, I can now relax and enjoy what I really want, lots of horny cock sucking/fucking sex.
Save up your money and head to Pattaya and find some fully functional femboys "ladyboys" and spend night after night doing what you always wanted to do suck a cum filled "ladyboy" cock, fuck and be fucked.
Hey, hey, It's OK being GAY!