For years, my favorite dream was looking down at my cock and watching it swell up hard. I then feel this powerful urge to bend down and suck it. I didn't think I could do it but I started down and just kept getting closer and closer and more and more excited. Finally I got it and sucked all the way down it to my balls. I felt this tremendous surge and woke up having a nocturnal emission. Boy, I liked that dream!
Since I got into fantasizing about shemales, I don't have that dream any more. Just imagining I am kneeling down before a beautiful shemale and worshiping her cock seems to meet that inner need.
