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Originally Posted by guest
or better yet, are WE gay?
ok so for about a year now i've been extremely turned on by shemales (obviously or i wouldn't be here right now)... but i'm also very attracted to women. i really like the thought of a hard cock and large balls on a very feminine type of girl, it really turns me on. but i am confused because i see these shemales as girls, even though they have dicks. i am also very opposed to the idea of a dick in my ass, i really think it's sick and would never do it, but i would love to stick mine in a shemale. the thought of calling myself "bisexual" or gay annoys me because i don't like men at all. i don't have fantasies about wearing wemon's clothing or anything like that.. the only doubt about myself i have is my love for a women with a long hard cock. i can't talk about this to anyone personally becuase they will think i'm gay, and everyone close to me is opposed to gay things.. especially my friends, because i'm still in high school, and let's just say i'm probably younger than everyone here.
so i was wondering if anyone has similar feelings, or can give me some advice?
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I am sexually attracted only to women and have never had sex of any kind with a man, nor am I attracted in anyway to cross-dressing or -dressers, yet I, like you, find "fake shemales" a special turn on, followed by shapely, as female-looking as possible, real shemales, i.e. ones with beautiful females bodies and faces. My opinion is this: the transformation in childhood of everyone's innate bisexuality carries them to where what is attractive and not disgusting to them is acceptable; most everything else seems neutral or disgusting; some objects of desire may be modified but a great many that were only potentially desirable become impossible. I am heterosexual--not because my "gayness" has been injured. I had the potential to be bisexual, but am heterosexual. Being gay may be mostly genetic; I don't have "the gay gene" (it isn't as if I were missing something, however). Moreover, my taste for pictures of shemales (not a taste for them in actuality, mind you; it's a fantasy!) arose one day in a flash of inspiration about 20 years ago (before the internet) when I wanted to represent "an additional jolt of "sexual oomph" to a fantasy of Woman (it had nothing to do with a man). I thought of a gorgeous woman with a phallus, bisexual (a zest for women as well as for men). With a phallus, my fantasy woman could boost other women to Wonderland as well as men who have discovered their g-spot is in their prostate gland). Don't fret. You aren't gay. You're looking for a
woman who will be as interested in sex as you are and who wants to fuck you.