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Originally Posted by tlover
Well i think we've pretty much all been in your shoes.
Most of the guys here (not all) will say they are heterosexual and love girls, but we get aroused by a girl with a cock and at first are ashamed and disgusted at our selves, then we cant help coming back for a peek, then we cant stop taking a peek then we stat masturbating thinking about shemales, we try to deign it, then we try to rationalize it, then we come to terms with it, then we accept it, sometimes a few of us will rejoice about it, then it takes over from normal porn and even sometimes our preference for girls.
Its a long slippery slope, welcome to the club, get used to it, there no going back now, your hooked my friend.  |
I appreciate the hospitality from all of you guys. The only thing that I can see being the difference maker in the long run is that I have zero emotional attachment to this type of erotica. I'll feel arroused when masturbating, good while enjoying myself, but once I've finished, it is a huge comedown and I feel psyhcologically like crap. I personally believe in separating my regular life with my sexual life and always try to emphasize more important things over getting off (family time, time to write and watch movies, general stuff that makes me happy). Usually, after masturbating to some great lesbian porn or to a female celebrity I adore, people I have emotional attractions to, I feel great spiritually and emotionally. I feel like I attain a connection by doing it. But my attraction to shemale porn is purely sexual and I can't see it elevating. It's still fun here and there. And I totally respect all of you who can fully embrace it as a lifestyle, but I think that is where I am right now.
I am also waiting to see how my sexual appetites change once I get a girlfriend and get seriously into dating which, becuase of school and some personal issues, I haven't really done.